Disappearing Love
What happened to our love?
It used to be so bright
Loving, laughing, caring
Then soon caught the night
You were my one and only love
Cared for you too much
Then something happened
And slept with that man
You deceived me
I never felt so desperate
But I try to forgive you now
And try not to think about before
I love you so much
It just hurts to ponder now
Everything I have
Is because of you
Everything I bought
Was because of you
I just love you so much
I’m scared to lose you.

——

Walking Away
I’m tired of dreaming.
I’m through with trying.
Tired of living, yet scared of dying.
Maybe things are good for you,
but look at all that I’ve been through.
Look at all the pain I’ve won.
I bet you think that it’s been fun.
You never thought I’d turn away.
You never believed you’d see this day.
Look again cuz here I go
leaving behind all I know.
Changing it all as I must do.
Not daring to stop and think things through.
Wanting to run as fast as I can,
not stopping until I understand.
Like why did I let things get this way?
Why didn’t I leave yesterday?
How are things going to be,
since there is no more you and me.

——

Forgetting You
Finally forgetting you,
because you do not belong in my heart.
Finally forgetting you
because, you can always
move on to the next.
Finally forgetting you,
because the love I gave
to you wasn’t near enough of what you wanted from me.
Finally forgetting you,
because you truly do not deserve a BEAUTIFUL soul like me.
Finally forgetting you,
because I’m wasting my time here with you.
Finally forgetting you,
because my tears aren’t worth the laughs you probably are sharing right now.
Finally forgetting you,
because we aren’t meant to be and you have to go…
I’m sorry but Good-bye.

——

Just Let Go
We had a lot of fun
When we were together
I’ll never forget
I’ll always remember
The laughs that we shared
The dreams that we had
But those dreams changed
And they left me sad
I know you’ve moved on
And found someone new
But I have to admit
I still wish for you
This isn’t healthy for me
I really need to stop
When I think about our past
My heart wants to pop
So as I say my last goodbye
I want you to know
That I’m trying my best
To learn to just let go.

——

Tears of a broken heart are painful.
Tears of a broken heart are from a fool.
They are confusing from a distance.
You had me searching for you.
Asking here and there your whereabouts.
Knowing that each drop is a symbol.
A symbol of worries and wonders.

——

Things Change
Time passed
Things changed
You moved on
I went my own way
I fell for you
You changed your mind
You let go
I held on tight
I told you I cared
You said you did too
You promised you wouldn’t hurt me
Babe I believed that was true
Our past came back to get me
Switching me for you
You let me down
You broke my heart
I started to wonder
Was this your plan from the start?
I miss you now
And will forever
I wish you were here
More than ever
You changed me
And made me better
So for that
I will love you forever!